At one point in life or another, and for a myriad of reasons, we have all felt vulnerable. The feeling may manifest itself in our bodies and thoughts in different ways and we have our own ways of reacting to it. Or not reacting. I think one way of expressing this vulnerability is that it may feel like you stand before something or someone without any protection, almost like being without skin. And that we can feel the need for some kind of extra skin to wrap around us for warmth, comfort, protection, support...

If you were to make such a symbolic skin - what would it look like?

This blog is dedicated to my project Symbolic Skin. Here, I will present contributions to the project, blog abot it's process and my thoughts around it's theme. Fuller information can be found on the pages above. Feel welcome to join in, read, comment and discuss!

onsdag 9 februari 2011

My skin. My story.

I have felt truly vulnerable at many points in my life, but I also feel that nowadays I have gained a lot of strength that I didn't have before. Even so, there are still moments when I feel a need for more strength, more calmness and an ability to wrap myself up in something that comforts me and enables me to face my challenges. It's not so much other people that make me feel vulnerable anymore. It's more what I have inside myself. Sometimes, I tend to have a voice inside that keeps telling me I'm no good, that my ideas are worthless and that if I follow my heart's desire I will only gain unhappiness, misfortune, and the ones that I love will surely leave me. It's when facing these thoughts that I would use my symbolic skin to eliminate their power over me and make me remember my value and strengths.

I have made my skin by knitting, and I wanted to attain some similarity to water because water has always been a comfort to me. Looking at it, listening to it and feeling it. Whether it is the ocean, rain or the water in my shower. It makes me relax, helps me focus, stimulates my imagination, helps me bring order to my thoughts and calms me.

My name is Robin Knight, I am 35 years old, the mother of a son who will be two this spring and me and his father live together in Stockholm. I am a trained psychologist, working as a research assistant at the moment , but I also have training in acting and singing.

My dream with this project is that it becomes a global project with all sorts of people taking part, that I can have an exhibition (my sister has promised to help with a location, so that part is definitely going to happen!) and that I will be able to make a book with photographs of the skins presented with the stories.

2 kommentarer:

  1. man behöver sig själv speglad i den andre...
    man behöver hänge sig själv till den andre för i den speglade varianten lära känna sig själv ...på nytt...

    sök mig på facebook eller kom förbi waynes - vore spännade att tala vidare

    julien

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  2. This sounds like a very poetic and sincere project. I really like your way of discribing the challenge and complexity of being human.
    Of course I want to contribute with my skin and my story!
    I´m also on facebook for further contact as well with you Robin and with other persons participating in this exiting project.
    Ylva Sanner

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